I don’t really know what I’m doing on here. I guess I just need some advice? Somewhere to vent? So I met a girl 2 years ago. Despite everything that has happened, I can safely say that the 2 years with her were some of my happiest! I wanted to marry this girl. I left my home and family a year ago to move in with her. I thought she was the one. I can genuinely say that she’s the first girl that I’ve actually fallen in love with! And she felt the same. Before me, she hadn’t experienced true love so she says. We’ve been through so much together. She suffers with depression and I have seen her at rock bottom, and held her hand all the way through it. And she’s been there for me when I’ve needed her. The love that I have for this girl, I can’t even put into words. But since December last year we started to drift apart. We started arguing a lot more. I felt so lonely and it got too much so I decided to move back home. We were going to try long distance to see how that went because we didn’t want to end it. We struggled! It was too hard so about a fortnight ago I suggested we go our seperate ways for a bit. But in the back of my head I kinda thought we’d find our way back to each other sooner rather than later, because we always do. I just thought some time apart will help us. Absence makes the heart grow fonder and all that! A day or two ago she rang me to discuss dropping some stuff off that she still had at her house. That was all fine. We then got chatting about us and that’s when she dropped the mother of all bombshells. She said that she’s already met someone new and that she’s felt more for this girl that she’s known for 12 days than she did for me in our 2 year relationship. I could literally feel my heart breaking as she said it. I don’t know if she’s trying to hurt me because I suggested going our seperate ways?! But she broke me. I still have feelings for this girl which makes it so much harder. But she’s adimant that she feels nothing for me. What do you guys think? Is she trying to hurt me? Get a reaction? I just need some answers/advice! Thanks in advance!