Hi all, I’m back! I went to a music festival this past weekend and stayed with a bunch of people I had only just met there (whether this year or last). The one guy was telling me he can’t wait for me to meet this girl, and he has to talk to her before she meets me. Whether he did or didn’t say anything doesn’t really matter in this situation, but he said he didn’t say anything, he just knew. I should mention that she is A LOT older than me, which I only found out after we were into each other. When she showed up Friday night, she needed to go back to the house for something. I offered to go with her (met her like 5 mins before). By the time we got back on the mountain we were holding hands and kissed. She lost her phone, but we knew it was there, so I gave her mine to call it. She was like “you realise what just happened , right? I have your number.” I said “And I have yours. Maybe I planned it that way.” She had only just got there so I didn’t realize she was already drunk. The next morning she went out though and said she tried to meditate and I kept popping into her head. At one point in the day (not sure if sober or drunk..probably doesn’t matter), someone said something and she was like “Obviously I like cuddling on the blanket more anyway.” That night we were all over each other again. When I brought her up to bed we were sitting there and she asked if she was confusing me. I kind of just shrugged. I wanted to say no, but she’s only over me after we get on the mountain, so I guess she would be confusing me. She said “I am! I really do like you.” But she also forgot she had my number. The next day, she took a nap and was upset the day before that I didn’t wake her up (I went to the mountain early). So when it was time we all wanted to go, I woke her up and we went. Since she took that nap, I’m not sure how drunk she was, if at all yet. But practically, once we got up there we were all cuddly again. That night was more special than the other two. She kept mentioning that it sucks it’s the last day. I kept telling her it doesn’t have to be. She even mentioned she’s going on vacation and asked if I wanted to go. Unfortunately, the week doesn’t work out for me, so I can’t. Yesterday morning, she had to get up early to get to work. She brought all her belongings down, so I thought that was it, that I wasn’t going to get a goodbye or anything. After she was all ready, she did come back up and sat on the bed and gave me a kiss goodbye. I’m pretty sure there’s definitely something there, right? Not just a weekend fling and that’s it. There are things she forgot, so I also don’t know if she remembers most of it and really just forgot small things like how old I am and that she has my number. Like if she was dead sober, would she have told me she really likes me (and does she remember telling me that) and ask me on Vacation. I think she was sober at this time and when she heard my age again, she said “as long as you’re older than my oldest.” That still doesn’t have to mean much though. I found her shirt under the blanket yesterday, so I texted her tonight to tell her that I had a great time this weekend and I’m holding her tank top hostage...for now. It seems like the responses were good, but still not sure how to take it. She texted that she just got out of work and yesterday and today were long rough days. Then sent another saying “About the shirt I guess you deserve to keep it hostage after being exposed to all that. ” I texted sorry to hear that and that I was still working but should probably stop. Then another one that said “And if we’re talking about me being exposed, I wouldn’t say it’s a bad thing. More like a reward.” So she responded that working late must have me delirious. Haha. I told her “Nah. I’m perfectly fine.” No response after that, which I wouldn’t expect one, especially because she could have been sleeping already or trying to. I didn’t mention off the bat meeting to give her the tank back, afraid of the outcome. I figured since she is older and mature and seems like she tells you what she wants that maybe she would mention it or something, seeing as I did at least still show I was interested. Could there still be something? Or could it just be friendly banter? Do I now wait and see if I get anything back? Or go for it and ask when she’s available? I think a big part of me is terrified of making that move of asking her to do something, because if she doesn’t want to even be a hookup, we may still see each other again, and that would be awkward for both of us. Sorry for the long post, again. Haha. I figured some backstory, might help though.