Sorry this is gonna be long. Thank you in advance for your advice! I met this woman, B in our organization’s one-week seminar back in August. First I didn’t even notice her, but after 4 days had passed she and her cute smile became the only reason that made the seminar more interesting. During the seminar, I got some chances to talk to her. I sat next to her during lunch breaks and listened to her talking with other people. I’m not a talkative person, so sitting there listening to her was good enough for me. She is super friendly and good with people. B is in her thirties, but she doesn’t look her age. She has long hair and nice smile with the dimple on her right cheek. She is a smart and independent person. I learned that she had lived and studied in another country for almost 10 years before moving back home. After that seminar, my life became normal again. Days after days, I go to work and go back home without seeing her even though we work in the same organization. One morning in mid August I accidentally met her and we had a small talk before we left to continue our work. She looked so nice and I couldn’t take my eyes off of her. I found myself screaming her name inside my head. I want to see her every morning! I later learned that we both have to walk pass that place we met for the first time every Monday and Thursday, so I tried to walk slowly and pretended to appreciate my surroundings just to kill the time. My plan works perfectly and got us seeing each other more often. She once said “I meet you so often”. Of course, it was my intention to make it happen. Days and weeks went by and we became acquaintances. In September I decided that I really need to know this woman more, so one day I bought her a sandwich after knowing that she is too busy to have breakfast. She accepted it with the brightest smile and thanked me for that. We meet at our ‘meeting place’ twice a week and we got to know each other more. Everybody’s working schedules will be changed after this semester ends and that means I might not see her again for the rest of the year. I tried to think of the plan to get her contact info without appearing to be a stalker, but I couldn’t come up with anything nice. Then one morning, while I was walking into one of our organization’s cafeterias, I saw here sitting there looking at her phone. I walked toward her and sat next to her without her knowing and said hello can I sit with you? She smiled at me and said yes. We ended up having breakfast together. We talked about things we like to do after work. We discovered that we both like running, so I suggested we go jogging together and I finally got her phone number for that. She loves running so much that she even brought her running shorts to show me while we were eating. That evening after work we went for a run. The rain didn’t stop her from her daily exercise. After that I bought her a refreshment drink and we sat there talking for an hour. I couldn’t even look straight at her. She was too adorable. I really enjoyed my time with her. She is smart, funny, and unique. That evening she drove me home and left. Next day, she invited me to try Yoga with her and texted me the time and the meeting place and I agreed to go with her. Last Thursday we had the yoga session together and it was pretty fun. I like seeing her determined face when she tried the new poses. There was a time when we bent over and our eyes met. We exchange the smile and she whispered her complaints to me and we both laughed. After that we went to have dinner and we had fun eating and joking around. I really like her. What got me so confused is that sometimes, she texts me out of the blue, but sometimes she just acts like I never exist. We texted a lot during last week and it feels like we’ve known each other for a long time. I feel comfortable with her. I told her I needed to go get a document from the other organization, but I couldn’t drive there because that place requires a pass. She suddenly offered to drive me there because she has a pass. I agreed and offered her a lunch together. We texted a lot and the relationship topic finally came up. I felt a bit uneasy because I have no idea what was on her mind, so I kinda laughed it off but she insisted to ‘interrogate’ me during our lunch date the next day. Yesterday, we had lunch at a very nice place near our work and I could tell that she enjoyed it so much. After lunch, I reminded her that she said she would ‘interrogate’ me about my past relationship. She looked down and said ‘never mind, I don’t wanna know that anymore’. After lunch we went to an art gallery nearby and she brought the topic up again asking about my past relationship. She asked me ‘ a guy or a girl?’. I was caught off guard, so I had to lie that it was a guy. I didn’t know how would she react it she knew it was a girl. When she heard it, she suddenly looked down and asked some other questions. I didn’t get her reaction at all. Why did she have to avoid eye contact after she knew I dated a guy. During our way back to work, she started talking about her past relationship and asked me questions like ‘ do you still contact your ex?, do you still have the feelings for him?, why did you break up?’ She told me that she had only dated one guy who was her friends for ten years and broke up while she studied in another country. After that, she never dates anyone. We went back to work at our own departments. 2 hours later, I was working in my office and then she texted me my photo on the staff board and started teasing me by texting a song lyrics which basically said ‘ You have that bright smile and a kind heart. I can look at you for forever without feeling bored’ I texted her back the song lyrics to help her complete the song. She jokingly said that the song was not for me. It was for the lady whose photo was next to mine. I said ok, I will tell that lady then and she laughed. She asked where I was and invited me to bring my work to her office and ‘we can work alone together’. I said I had to talk to A, the person in her department, so I might wanna go to her department anyways. After I got my stuffs done, I walked to her department and saw her talking with a guy friend who was looking for an athlete to compete in our organization’s annual sport event. She saw me and started teasing me again by telling the guy that I was the best runner in my department, so I had to compete in running. She was so cute when she tried to convince the guy about my running. I excused myself and walked to A’s office and A wasn’t there. I was going to go back, but she came up to me and kinda dragged me into her office. We were there, just the two of us, in her office. We talked and she played some jazz music after hearing that I was exhausted from grading the papers. She listened to me rambling about work and was very nice to me. We sat there and talked for an hour. There was a moment when she randomly compliments my eyelashes. That was so random of hers. She told me she had been to a male stripper club once and saw too many of ‘that thing’ until she no longer finds it enticing. Was she hinting something there? She asked me which part of a man can turn me on. I said I like the arms and the hands. When she heard it, she suddenly looked at her hands and said she never finds any part of men attractive. Was that weird? Did I overanalyze things? While we were talking and she was typing something on her computer, I got a phone call and had to jot something down. She handed me a pen and helped me hold my notebook. Our hands touched and it was the best feeling ever! Her hand was so soft. Why did she have to go out of her way and help me? Was she just trying to be nice and helpful? Before I left from work yesterday, I posted a love note written in English (our native language is not English) on the driver’s window of her little car telling her to bring the shorts so we can go jogging together. 2 hours later, she posted a photo of it on her facebook page with the caption ‘feeling so good…like I was courted by a foreigner’ I was very surprised to see that. Those are things that make me think she might not be that straight. One time I asked her to join the ballroom dance lessons and she said she doesn’t like touching guys. I asked her why but she just told me she doesn’t feel like it. She also mentioned that she might not get married or have kids. Does this woman like me or was she just being nice and friendly? I am so confused now. Thank you for reading this long post. I truly appreciate it.