can't let go.. I have been with my GF for 6 years now. I must say that I was really happy and blessed to have met her (not sure if i am now). Maybe the problem is because she is not out and she is afraid that her friends will know about us. I am not also out with my parents, but my close friends knows about how much i love and cared for her. she is the first woman I've been with. I've been with men before I met her plus this is the longest relationship i've had. the problem is, she cheated on me before. when i found out about it i asked her if she still wants us to be together, and she said yes--yada--yada--yada--.. so we gave it another shot until late last year i found out that she was still seeing that person and that there was raelly something. it broke my heart and I feel so betrayed and angry. I confronted her about it and guess what? she didn't even explained to me what really happened and why she made me believe that there was nothing between them and even asked me that its better if we just end it. I agreed and even said my sorry's and thank you's ( i was thinking that somehow maybe the reason she cheated was because of me). its been 4 months now that we are no longer together and I am trying to date other guys (no women this time) but I just cant help myself not to think of her. it's killing me. we still talk on the phone sharing how our days went and so on.. hearing her voice just makes me want to hug her and kiss her.. I need help getting over her.. should i get back on dating women?