Broken heart My long term girlfriend broke up with me just under two weeks ago, we were together for just over two year, engaged and living with each other, I was her first girlfriend. out of the blue she told me that she needs to find herself and she doesn't no who or what she wants anymore. Two days before she broke up with me she told me I was her world and that she was so in love with me. We were booking to go away for my birthday. Since the break up she has sent me a few texts asking how I am, or trying to arrange a day to pick up her things, although she has made no contact this week so far. also since we broke up she has gone out brought new clothes and a new car, posted how happy she is on media sites but hasn't taken down any of are photos together. She has told me she doesn't want to fix things because we got stuck in a rut.she told me she is happy. I tried to explain that it was fixable as nothing huge happened to cause her to split. But she just kept saying she didn't want to fix it and I don't no why, She is acting fine and happy and I feel like she has wiped me out of her life. Am heart broken and would do anything for her back. I feel like I don't no this girl anymore, her attitude has changed and she doesn't even sound like the girl I've been with for the past two years. I don't no if I should give her space or try and talk to her. She also started new antidepressants two weeks before she left me. Am so lost Have I lost my soul mate.