Why am I so attracted to older women?

Discussion in 'General Advice' started by Maisy, Jan 13, 2018.

  1. Maisy

    Maisy New Member

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    Hello :)

    Well I’m struggling to work out my own mind right now. Time & time again I find myself being so attracted to women 20 years older than me. It’s once I get to know them, I just find them so much more interesting and sexually alot more desirable!!!
    I’m no spring chicken myself, I’m 32 now.
    I used to think it must be a phase but I’ve felt like this since primary school...I remember having a crush on my school teacher.
    The problem is I know the chances are a relationship with someone much older than my years won’t work & I find older women don’t tend to be attracted to women younger than them?
    Anyone else have this issue?
     
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  2. EvedeGeneve

    EvedeGeneve Member

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    Are you me? Because that's a pretty accurate description of my preferences and I am 32 too :)
    For a long time I was ashamed to admit that I was almost exclusively attracted to older women and also more masculine presenting women. I engaged myself into amateur Freudian self-analysis ( "Do I have a queer version of Electra complex? Do I have mommy issues?), I evoked this issue during therapy, I felt like i was a freak, that no one could ever understand me or that my feelings would be dismissed and misinterpreted. On top of being gay and living in a homophobic country it was a lot of shame and self-doubt to carry around.
    What I think of it now is that as long as your preferences are legal (you are attracted to adults who are also attracted to you), it is ultimately not so healthy to question them permanently through a prism of societal norms. The society has its stereotypical standards of what should be considered attractive (youth, certain body types, certain characteristics). Not being attracted to people you are supposed to be attracted to in a patriarchal heteronormative deeply discriminatory society which value superficial images people project above everything else is ok and you are not a freak and it is not so unusual and even more so for queer people to be in a relationship with a big age gap. If a relationship doesn't work there could be a lot of reasons for that and IMO age is not a decisive factor.
     
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  3. hobbes10

    hobbes10 New Member

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    Nothing wrong with being attracted to older ladies. I dated a lot of younger women but fell in love with an older one. I think it is refreshing to know that older women are done with drama, they know want they want and they know how to get it.
     
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